I think I'll come back here and see if its worthwhile. I want my art back in my life, I had it figured out back when I was that weirdo in the restaraunt with a sketchpad actually MAKING USE of my time. I need to motivate myself. I like the idea of cartoon portraits of my current friends. I've gone from idolizing fictional characters to knowing people whose creativity and crazy awesomeness constantly fulfil my need for inspiration. feels good man.
never could have told me years ago that I'd find magic and purpose in the world. the biggest hole in my life right now is ART. I'm wanting it back.