Kazzra-Chan

I think I'll come back here and see if its worthwhile. I want my art back in my life, I had it figured out back when I was that weirdo in the restaraunt with a sketchpad actually MAKING USE of my time. I need to motivate myself. I like the idea of cartoon portraits of my current friends. I've gone from idolizing fictional characters to knowing people whose creativity and crazy awesomeness constantly fulfil my need for inspiration. feels good man. never could have told me years ago that I'd find magic and purpose in the world. the biggest hole in my life right now is ART. I'm wanting it back.

No one wants to go sledding with me! Of all the two people I asked numerous times, one was afraid of the dark and doesn't like to wear warm clothes, and the other said "Erin I live out of town, I can't come in just to toboggan.". I mean fuck, I got my cousin to get the tire tube out of a tire (which apparently took 4 hours with his dad and uncle and some axes), and now you shits don't want to go sledding. Fuck. I live a block away from a giant sledding hill, and it was -8C last night. And it was snowing and storming and exciting! I don't want to go by myself though, it's not that great.

heysup I haven't been on here much since I haven't been drawing as much. Usually just sketches of things I see infront of me, and those aren't worth posting. But now I'm faced with the issue of wanting to put more time into drawing again, and wanting to draw nothing but cartoon versions of my friends' boyfriends. The reason being is that they're pretty awesome characters all around, and it feels like I should have thought of them already, or something. But it makes me feel like a creeper /cry